Argh....!!!

Yes, argh...!! I really confuse, struggle, and other words that close to frustration. I had really hard time now. I still cant really forget about 'that' girl. I try hard, really hard. But obviously, when I heard something connected my fren with 'that' girl, i tend to frustrated. Feeling that i still connected to her, though, it is not anymore. I really confuse for what I feel right now. No perfect words can describe it. No, I still cant find any. I hope God help me either give me strength to forget this girl, or tie us together. Although, the second choice is rather absurd for me. ARGH!!!!