Brand new life!

I going to start a brand new life here. After quitting my previous job, being too frustrated with the payment things comparing with the workload, it's really unfair to me. Well, i dont want to talk about that anymore, it's hurting me. And I already forget about the job thing. I'm jobless now, but I do wish to has a job, but currently, I dont find any suits me yet.

OK, enough about the job things, I'm kinda frustrated rite now. Problems are so complicated that it's hard to explain it in detail in here. My relationship are done, and it's over. Hurt, yes, but at least I can breathe better now. No more frustation with the complicated things which is no end or no ways to fix it.

I kinda forgeting about 'that' girl and I hope I can really forgetting her. But, i'm kind of sympathize with her. She love the wrong person, forbidden love should not be grown up by any1. This is really bad. If I got moment to warn her, I really want to make her realize that that kind of love is not acceptable. No way loving someone whom already get married. Find other guy who suits you. Though, I cant simply just stop you for loving some1, but that kind of reason is really not acceptable. I hope 'you' understand ASAP. The longer you run along with it, the hurter it become when seperate. It's kind of nature. Well, I'm not hoping to get you anymore, as the nostalgia thing is really hurting me.

Aside 'her', I think I want to make friend with some1 that my fren introduce me. Well, already phoned her, but that's really short conversation. Still not a start yet, but kinda of warming up. I hope God make my road smoother than previous one. Well, I cant commit anything yet, no way to do harsh or make everything fast if it's useless. This girl is rather hard to pleasure. Man, she tend to make her so mysterious to me. My fren sez she is kind and nice, and I hope so, but I dont know yet. Cant decide anything yet. Still too early to make conclusion.

Wow, kind of long blog I got today, well, May God bless me!!! Peace!